This weekend.

So, Thursday finally got here and I went and picked up Rob from the airport. He was simply dazzling from the very first second I laid my eyes on him. I knew I loved him right then and there. We ate at a once good, now bad chinese restaurant that I shall not be returning to. Following the dinner, we checked into the hotel only to find out that the room he paid for was taken, due to a rookie employee, and we had to settle for less. Nevertheless, we checked into the room, checked it out and made sure everything was suitable. Once we were settled into the room, we talked and kind of broke the ice. Our first kiss was in the car on the way to the hotel. The kiss couldn't have been better. He held my hand for a while too. That night, we ate at the Waffle House, his new favorite restaurant, with my best friend Jen. Jen loved Rob and we enjoyed ourselves, talking for a good while and bullshitting. That night, I bull dozed any walls that were left up between us, skipping the juicy details, and I couldnt help but to bask in his perfectness. The next day, I took him over the largest bridge on the east coast, the Ravenel Bridge, and back. We ate at the Waffle House again and took a trip to Walmart to pick out a movie for that night. We had dinner at my place, so he could meet my parents and sister, for his approval :-D. We ate dinner, chatted, laughed, played board games and whatnot, general altogether fun. We returned to the hotel, after having bought Wanted and borrowing my movie from the house, The Strangers. We watched Wanted that night and afterwards I feel asleep in his arms. I cant describe what it feels like to sleep in the arms of someone you love so much, but its the best feeling in the world. I would give everything I have to get just one more night with him again. Woke up next to the greatest man in the world, watched him for a while. Once showered, we got ready and I took him out for the day to show him downtown Charleston. He simply loved it! I showed him the most popular streets and took him into a 2 story Starbucks. After that evening, we ate at Ruby Tuesdays. We had a few cocktails and some dinner, walked to the hotel since it was so close and watched The Strangers. The anticipation of the next day was starting to kill me. After another perfect night in his arms, I took him to meet a few people at my work, walked on the beach with him, hand in hand, and I took him to see Twilight. I took him to eat at a different Waffle House once more, with less than mediocre service, but I didnt eat. My anticipation of having to let him go away from me took my appetite away from me totally. After he ate, I took him to the airport and we sat there for a while. I cried on him, and him on me for a while. I love that man with everything I am. The time finally came and I did the hardest thing in my life.....walked away. I've never been one to react so emotionally, but I hyperventilated on the way back to the car, after saying goodbye. I couldnt breathe, and I let go of myself once inside the car. It hurt so bad, it still hurts. I'm learning how to deal with this pain every minute, and it sucks. It hurts not to have his touch, his presence, his charming personality, his love here beside me. His flight out of Charleston was delayed, he missed his connecting flight in DC and then overslept the first flight out the next morning. These are signs that he isn't supposed to be away from me. He left me with a pull-over sweater of his that he wore all day, and I can smell him in it. I feel like crying all day, and I dont want to be alone. I had the best time of my life this weekend, with the man I love and who loves me. We are destined to be together, forever. I'm going to move in with him in May of 2009 so we can start our life together. I love you Rob.